Dear Saurus....
We spoke for ages the other night and said alot of things which needed saying. I miss you like crazy sometimes and I know you miss me too, but it makes it all the more hard when I see you - I need some space.
I still care for you alot, but you know that there's no chance of anything happening between us for a very long time - if at all. I don't love you like that right now, not after everything. I miss the fun we used to have but it doesn't work like that anymore.
I need you to leave me alone so I can get back on track, I had been fine for a long time now and you're holding me back.
I want to see other guys and have fun with friends, without worrying about you asking questions and trying to be normal with me.
Just give me time.