Dear Saurus... 28/01/08

It's been 2 weeks now since I first wrote and things have changed.

I don't want to be with Frank. I sometimes think that I do, but that's me hanging on to the past, to my old Saurus. I need to move on, and I am. I'm putting me first for once, seeing friends and going out - and I don't need to check in or invite him. I'm me and only me.

I miss my Saurus, the company, the laughs, the cuddles. But thats the past, and it's never coming back.

I am very angry with this Frank. He's not Saurus, I don't know what happened to that person, I don't know if I want to. I hope that he realises what he's doing sooner rather than later.

I'm doing better. I'm getting on.