Birthday Weekend!

Well this weekend has been eventful, I'm sure you don't want o be bored by my ramblings so I'll keep to the best bits.
Friday I went to Sauruses house after working on cookshop (ahh, no linens) and we went to auntie Margaret and Uncle Malcoms for a big ol' Chinese with everyone which was great fun. Baby Jack is so adorable I want to play with him lots, I'm on the same sort of mental level as him....
Saturday Saurus and I ha d a little lie in after Steven had been round with Sauruses present from he and Jane; a marvelous digital camera which I want!! Then we got up and he had some present from his Ma and his 18 from me. He was really impressed with the bottle of Moosehead which I managed to get my mits on, and the photos and other thoughtful bits I got. We then did some of his room and went to town to get party food and drinks and an xD card for his camera. We made scrummy pizza's and everyone had a great time at the party just talking and drinking, oh and of course being bombarded with the fireworks rubbish from the party over the road! Emma was a weenie bit tiddley to say the least but it was all good fun.
I really upset Saurus and I know that I did, although I certainly didn't mean to but he just totally blew things out of proportion and got really upset and pissed off with me for the rest of the evening and Sunday. We've talked about it and we're OK now though.
Sunday was pretty boring and average after I'd taken saurus to canoeing, but he came over in the evening and really wasn't well so I took him home and told he he couldn't go to school if he felt this bad - so he didn't.
Bed time now xxx

Fed up.

Well I'm thoroughly fed up. I still feel bloody awful and saurus is still being moody and all snappy and sarcastic which is getting to me even more now because we had such a great weekend. I keep getting all upset and crying over the most daft things and I just wish I could be normal again. I missed 2 chem lessons because I've been feeling ill which I'm now stressing over majorly.
Saurus and I are going to Nazaar for a meal tomorrow which will be lovely, then I'm sleeping over and its Janes birthday Wednesday so we can give her the picture and her other presents.
I'm going to bed now.

Ergh, headaches

It's Sunday, 4 days since my last blog, I'm sitting in Sauruses bedroom alone as he's reluctantly gone to play rugby. To say he was not a happy bunny at having to get up at 6:30am would be a massive understatement but he went and left me in his bed on my own. Bed is less snuggly when its just you on your own with no one to share it.
Well my birthday was OK in the end, Ma, Smee and I went out for diner which was rather scrummy, Saurus was lovely in the evening, and I got some fantastic presents.
I had to go to work on Thursday in the Linens department which is OK, but I much prefer the cookshop girls. It was an OK day though until about 3pm when I started to get a headache and get a little bit slow in the brain....First signs of a crappy migrane. Great. By the late afternoon I felt awful and by the evening I was in so much pain I couldn't get comfortable, I was crying, and ended up hurling 3 times. One was not amused. So Friday I was still feeling awful although not so bad so I had the day off school. I'm pissed off that I missed Chemistry but I really wouldn't have learnt anything. I went and got Saurus from school at lunch to try and cheer both of us up and it definitely worked. We spent the afternoon just lounging and watching Robots which was great and made me feel much better. In the evening we went to Matalan to get Jane a birthday present and had a lovely wee shop for some sexy clothes for my baby.
Saturday I was meant to be working but I still felt God damned awful so Saurus and I decided it would be better if I stayed the whole day with him to recover. He had to help Uncle Malcom do the wiring in his room in the morning and then we went to town to gather supplies for Janes birthday present. We ended up buying a massive canvas, olives, cheese, an overly sized bakewell tart, and some very lemony lemon cake *licks lips*. Most productive even if it did nearly kill me. After much number crunching which gave us both brain ache, we started the marvelous painting but didn't finish it because I had to go to the ringing meeting.
The meeting was not all that bad, both mattie and steve mentioned that part of the influence in their decisions to stand down was the back stabbing and bitching going on in the district which made their positions more of a burden than anything. Maurice is now Chair and Ruth Suggett is the Ringing Master and she'll be great at that. Mattie and I have decided that as the official Recruitment & Training Committee is virtually non existent, we shall get on and do our own thing with out own unofficial committee (Smeagle and Pink Andy). First ideas are a striking taskforce, and an advanced practice night monthly or something so we can get lots of people on to ringing surprise major and anything else really. I also need to sort out Thurston bells.....
So the meeting was OK and there was no bitching because everyone had said their piece to the people concerned via E-mail/Letter/in person before the meeting.
I went back to Sauruses house after the meeting to finish Janes painting and had to stay over (shame..) because we didn't get it done until half 11!! It looks bloody fantastic though, can't wait til its up on the wall in the living room. Think Saurus and I should play paining for a living...
I eventually went to work today which was OK, but Michael was merchandising and he's such a royal nob head. He wants to do the merchandising of the back wall next Sunday and he'll just get in the way. He's a stupid weener and Zoe and I were getting thoroughly pissed off with him today so I dread to think what next week will be like. Oh well, we'll have to wait and see I suppose.
I got my CD player!!!! YAY YAY YAY!! Sang all the way home. The sweet guy in Halfords remembered me and did the fitting half price like he said, bless, and it looks and sounds great. I'll have a good play with it tomorrow with Petit me thinks.
Super sleepy now, Saurus wore me out this weekend and I've got school tomorrow. I'll blog soon.
Luv Clairey xxx

P.S Pssst, Saurus! It's your birthday in 6 days!! Love you mwah! xxx

Worst Birthday Ever

I've spent more of today being upset, worried or angry than smiley and happy.
First thing I was super happy; got a new phone with a light and everything from ma, smee and saurus! Brilliant! Ma also got me a super hot snuggly warm coat, equally marvelous. Smee and Lynchie stink got me rollercoaster tycoon 3 which was also super super cool! The game is really different to 2 but I'll get used to it, you can ride the rollercoasters and eyerting is all 3D and posh.
Saurus was tired, miserable, stressy, snappy and generally horrid. I know he didn't mean to but he made me feel so bad. I cried my eyes out on him. I miss the old Saurus I love. So that turned into a super shit morning.
Sarah and I went to town to meet Dad to get me a CD player for Hannah but they didn't have the one I wanted, and had minus 2 at Dereham (huh?) so we had to have the display one, then we found out I'd need a fascia so we made the wet drip of a manager give us that for free because it was going with the display model which they apparently couldn't discount further (arse hole). Then the fitter guy had a snout at Hannah and the plug thingy had been cut off so we were told we'd have to pay the full £40 for fitting (not unconditional free fitting then as advertised on the sign...). So I sweet talked the fitter and he is going to do it onSundayy for £20 as half hourlaborur. WHAT A HOO HA AND FUSS!!! Whilst all this crap was happening and we were all getting thoroughly pissed off, I got a parking fine for £12. Guess parking outside Halfords in the Halfords car park isn't free for Halfords customers then....
Saurus came over after school with my presents and in a better mood which made me smile. He got me the coyote ugly soundtrack, pirates of tCaribbeanean DVD, Katie Melua's album, Robots DVD, a cuddly Saurus (photo will be added!) and a new rubber because he drew on mine... All things he knows that I wanted or meant something special which was the best thing about them and made them fantastic presents. He made me smiley and happy for the hour we were together and made up quite a bit for this weeks abuse!
Ma, Sarah and I all went out for a meal to the Finningham white horse and got fat on good food then had a smiley faced birthday cake at home when Mattie and Andy came over with my present - the rollercoaster tycoon expansion pack Io i can build water parks!!! Amazing!
Saurus is still trying to do this fecking essaAllall his classes are suffering because he's so tired and ill that he's not learning very well in class, hasn't got time to do all his wobecausease he's got so much from all 4 subjects, so is staying up late to try and get don'tonItsits a problem he's fuelling and until he gets this uni course decided on and drops a subject he won't do well in any of his A levels. I driving him mad and me just as mad. Grrr!!!
Anyway, very sleepy now.

I'm just in from a marvelous night at ringing and Mattie has fixed my inter-ma-net so here I am.
Saurus had a really crap day today. Everything got to him, he's so stressed about Uni and the D of E he's organising and he is grumpy and snappy. I love him so much, I hate seeing him like this. I want to make everything better but I can't, I'm totally helpless and I feel so awful about it. I want to go see him and snuggle up with him to make him happy.
I've been trying to get this textiles stuff done and got all sticky and icky with araldite glue again even though I asked William to do the sticking! I'm making this strange critical study of rings which is quite exciting so I hope it works.
Mental block now I don't know what else to write so I'll put some piccys on.
xxx

Lunch time again. Sitting in the computer room to blog again. The wireless broadband is set up on my laptop now which is dead cool! But it won't allow me access to very many websites because it's antisocial and won't talk to them. Mattie should be coming over after ringing tonight to sort it out for me (yay!).
The party on Saturday was actually quite good; Saurus and I both got a weenie bit tiddly. Poor Katie Shipton gained a stalker who we think is really gay anyway but he wouldn't leave her alone anyway so Saurus and I rescued her so she could go home. We didn't stay late because we were both sleepy and drunk and I had work Sunday. And I was abnormally horny........
Sunday at work was good but we had a pharmacist from NZ and I couldn't understand a friggin word she said "Kin yu paas me a teelrol" I later found out translates to "can you pass me a till roll". We put magical trays with dividers on the bottom shelves too so the hourly eye drop and tube avalanche shouldn't occur any more. That kept us amused for a while. Ella is really peed off with smelly old Kate too because she keeps bringing her phone and purse down into our office and texting people when she's meant to be serving! Having your purse on the shop floor is an on-the-spot sackable offence anyway, I bet she pinches money but Ella has got to catch her with her purse and phone and give her a formal warning or whatever because she can't keep doing it. She annoys the hell out of me and Zoë because she stands around doing nothing when there's always stuff she can be doing. She gets in the way more than anything and gets right on my tits. Grr.
This morning I didn't want to get up. I was cold, miserable and I'd had a shitty dream which is long and bizarre as usual so I won't bore anyone with it, but people kept going off on one at me for everything and it really upset me. All I wanted was to roll over to cry and cuddle up to a hot snugly Saurus but no one was there and I couldn't go back to sleep.
I want Saurus all the time.

Eep...Party!

I've almost gotten rid of this crappy cold which has left my poor little nose in a state somewhat resembling mangled puff pastry.....rather crispy...disgusting and painful.
Moving swiftly on, Thursday I spent the whole day doing textiles because I had no lessons; quite fun but I did end up looking like a gigantic smurf after a certain black/blue crackle batik incident with skin-staining fabric ink. Thursday evening I babysat for William, Oscar and Dodo, they were ok but I was so sleepy and grumpy on Friday and so was Saurus. We got on each others nerves and I ended up telling him not to come over and I was really nasty to him. I felt awful for it later, he's having such a bad time at the moment with everything he's got to keep up with at home, school and cadets and he just can't fit it all in. I'm really worried about it and I keep trying to help find ideas of what he can do next year but we always end up getting annoyed with each other, I hope we find a solution for my baby soon.
Today was Saturday. A day I should have been spending with my wonderful, lovely, sexy Saurus. But I had to work. All day in Linens. It was very busy so that kept me going all day like a duracel bunny. Saurus was in town to look for a present for me and met me on my lunch to steal food which was great because it kept me smiling all afternoon! He's here now and we're going to Richard Haynes's party at 8.00 but I hope there aren't a load of horrid sicky drunk spotty teenage boys trying to grope anything female over 12... It's only down the road and me and Saurus are both sleepy and feeling particularly naughty tonight so I can't imagine we'll stay to long..... Going to blow a raspberry on his tumbly now, shh don't tell him! Will be back post party with full report!